At this moment...

Ok after so long me bec to blogging...

But im totally out of topic and blur on what im going to blog about..Lets start what im going or planning to do this few weeks...

Firstly, i will have to mark my students exam papers which soon will be arriving. But this time i have less 6 classes coz the Form 3s are not taking final examination as they have to sit for their PMR exam. So thats a relief.
Ok the current song in my mind is Jhootha Hi Sahi's Cry Cry. Its a movie by John A

And maybe perhaps i will try my level best to update my lab's notice board coz its kinda look so dead and extremely ugly. I need some idea on how to decorate the notice board. I guez have to google for some ideas. I want the board to attract the students. And im planning to hang some nice paintings on the wall as well as the lab is kinda dull lookin.

Then i just borrowed two new books from my school library. Interesting books. Ok one is Shabanu "daughter of the wind" kinda fact stories and the other one "Can you keep a secret" kinda little gurly book..well i need something light after the true story experience. Yeah yeah i know..LOL
Ok the current song in my mind is Jhootha Hi Sahi's Cry Cry. Its a movie by John Abraham and im really into this guy..he is really cute...ok i'll stop here and the rest in my diary.

And also im practicing myself to drink 3 liter of water daily. Right now im at the point of throwing up but i have to. Its seems lots of water will help you to loose weight and help to get beautiful hair. So i need that both badly. Doin well so far. Its been 3 weeks already. I can see some differences. HEHEHEHE

Next im planning to tidy up my table and drawer coz goin to be end of year so i want my desk to be clean and nice. HEHEHEHE

Hmmm i guez tats the few things that i want to do and currently doin..hopefully everything goes fine ....and today it was raining in the morning and i just love morning rain. Ok thats it for now...

Adios or phir milenge...

me + makeover

Lately i am being slam by people around me unexpectedly. I have no idea what is 'their' problem but since im kinda used to such cold shoulders, it really didn't hit me that bad. Ok i lied it did hit me quite hard. I am a little confused but i guess as time fly i will be ok. Really? i don't know. Becoz i have been thinking bout this prob for quite sometime and my family kinda like get over it and move on.. Well i love to move on. but why i have to move on? what really went wrong? what happen? why me and why all of sudden? you know humans ( including me) could really use the frankness method so i wont be sitting here and typing all this crap. Just say it on my face WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM!

If you think i could not handle it, that would be bullshit! tell me one human being who could not handle stuff? worst case scenario would be ending up in a psychopath hospital! but u know what still im alive! well since i know this person quite close and all of sudden all of this undeclared 'cold war' happening just kills my mind out....the least the person could do is tell me on my face what all this about! but i guess 'they' just prefer the 'cold war'.

Argggggggggggggg i hate it when people do this things to me! maybe i believed this person way too much and now it hurts like hell!

well this is not a love story or me breaking up wif some guy or something...its just another chapter in my life where things find their way to be wrong! obviously i cant continue being like this and i have to move on...but seriously its not fair coz i deserve an explanation!

But its ok, i have used to such reaction for so many years! its not new but for once i want to know why?!

since i have seen 'they' have moved on i guess there is no excuse for me to stay put....hmmmmmmm

why me?! and why my family?!

Long time ago....

After a month im back to blogging...this time i blame it to my very newly found friend "LAZY". I just feel so lazy to blog even though i have a lot to share and the fact that i spend around 8 hours in front of the computer everyday except on weekend. I just cant seem to click on Blogger.com on my Google chrome layout. I feel bad but also lazy at the same time...Ok done mumbling bout my new 'friend' now back to 'wat happen recently in my life': (Hmmm where shall i start)

My very first manicure:

How it happen? Ok on 1 July 2010, my principle announced that teacher needed for an event organized by this something called university at Tropicana Mall. The event is watch a movie and free meal for free. So me, renu, nithya,elynn, leong, teng and mrs he

rbert join in. Once we were there, after registration, female teacher is treated with free express manicure and of course anything that is free i jump in first ( i mean i was talking in the phone and when the sales girl informed us bout it i practically jumped to register first) of coz i was embarrassed as i didn't realize doing it but thank God no guys around. So did i get my nails done? yes and it was not black color but some maroon kinda color.

Then once we were done we went in for the movie 'knight and day'....ok the movie was ok for me...but u know wat when we went in the teater, our sitting is right at the front of the screen where u have actually need to look all the up to the ceiling...we were like no way we gona sit here and watch the movie this way..no way for sure..so then we got to know tat the whole teater was booked for us the teacher so of coz after tat we moved right back at the center seats...mush better view now!

Knight and Day:

Ok not really the best hollywood action movie material but totally funny with my fav cameron diaz who is hilarious in the movie..My conclusion bout the movie, the action scenes and tom cruise is that its is a mix of bollywood action film where no matter what kind of dangerous thing there, the hero is unharmed at all...well thats Knight and day....if you are bored and would like to have a good laugh the watch this movie but for good action film totally a NO NO!

The Cupid Effect by Dorothy Koomson

OMG! this my fav book at the moment.. WHY? ok i tell u why

1. I love Angel(the vampire) and the character in the book also love him

2. Almost all the guy i felt for eventually got married or get girlfriend just like in the book

3. There is one jerk in the book where the character will 'think' is the one but of coz he is a dush just like how it really happened in my life

4. She can't control from saying out her mind just like me (well maybe not 100% but it happens)

5. her wardrobe is lousy like mine

6. No social life just like me

Well there you go reasons why i feel in love with this book..and thanks Degi for lending me the book but i wanna get a copy of my own...i felt the book is like a book written about me maybe 80% so yeah im madly deeply in love with the book.

Myself and errrrrr myself

Ok recently i started having this stupid thoughts about myself...well i have started to skip rice from my meals and only taking veges and lots of water ...for one reason TO LOSE WEIGHT! Its now officially 2 weeks without rice and im doin good so far but of coz im not losing much (2 weeks without rice - exercise = 1kg)

Actually i am a little bit lazy to exercise coz i just hate going through the pain and the sweats so i thought i could do it by just dieting (of coz i was damn shit wrong) so my mom started to nag me bout exercising and also i read lots of local celebrities who have lost weight but the diet im doin and of coz exercise..and the look great so now i have set

my mind that i have to exercise and start losing those extra extra extra kgs( im really fat)... and hopefully i can lose at least 10 kg....i really wanna look nice for my soon to come cousin's wedding which is like 3 months away perfectly nice for me to sweat those extra weight out!

hmmmm ok tats all so far ..... hope to blog again soon...cya adioz