me + makeover

Lately i am being slam by people around me unexpectedly. I have no idea what is 'their' problem but since im kinda used to such cold shoulders, it really didn't hit me that bad. Ok i lied it did hit me quite hard. I am a little confused but i guess as time fly i will be ok. Really? i don't know. Becoz i have been thinking bout this prob for quite sometime and my family kinda like get over it and move on.. Well i love to move on. but why i have to move on? what really went wrong? what happen? why me and why all of sudden? you know humans ( including me) could really use the frankness method so i wont be sitting here and typing all this crap. Just say it on my face WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM!

If you think i could not handle it, that would be bullshit! tell me one human being who could not handle stuff? worst case scenario would be ending up in a psychopath hospital! but u know what still im alive! well since i know this person quite close and all of sudden all of this undeclared 'cold war' happening just kills my mind out....the least the person could do is tell me on my face what all this about! but i guess 'they' just prefer the 'cold war'.

Argggggggggggggg i hate it when people do this things to me! maybe i believed this person way too much and now it hurts like hell!

well this is not a love story or me breaking up wif some guy or something...its just another chapter in my life where things find their way to be wrong! obviously i cant continue being like this and i have to move on...but seriously its not fair coz i deserve an explanation!

But its ok, i have used to such reaction for so many years! its not new but for once i want to know why?!

since i have seen 'they' have moved on i guess there is no excuse for me to stay put....hmmmmmmm

why me?! and why my family?!