At this moment...

Ok after so long me bec to blogging...

But im totally out of topic and blur on what im going to blog about..Lets start what im going or planning to do this few weeks...

Firstly, i will have to mark my students exam papers which soon will be arriving. But this time i have less 6 classes coz the Form 3s are not taking final examination as they have to sit for their PMR exam. So thats a relief.
Ok the current song in my mind is Jhootha Hi Sahi's Cry Cry. Its a movie by John A

And maybe perhaps i will try my level best to update my lab's notice board coz its kinda look so dead and extremely ugly. I need some idea on how to decorate the notice board. I guez have to google for some ideas. I want the board to attract the students. And im planning to hang some nice paintings on the wall as well as the lab is kinda dull lookin.

Then i just borrowed two new books from my school library. Interesting books. Ok one is Shabanu "daughter of the wind" kinda fact stories and the other one "Can you keep a secret" kinda little gurly book..well i need something light after the true story experience. Yeah yeah i know..LOL
Ok the current song in my mind is Jhootha Hi Sahi's Cry Cry. Its a movie by John Abraham and im really into this guy..he is really cute...ok i'll stop here and the rest in my diary.

And also im practicing myself to drink 3 liter of water daily. Right now im at the point of throwing up but i have to. Its seems lots of water will help you to loose weight and help to get beautiful hair. So i need that both badly. Doin well so far. Its been 3 weeks already. I can see some differences. HEHEHEHE

Next im planning to tidy up my table and drawer coz goin to be end of year so i want my desk to be clean and nice. HEHEHEHE

Hmmm i guez tats the few things that i want to do and currently doin..hopefully everything goes fine ....and today it was raining in the morning and i just love morning rain. Ok thats it for now...

Adios or phir milenge...

me + makeover

Lately i am being slam by people around me unexpectedly. I have no idea what is 'their' problem but since im kinda used to such cold shoulders, it really didn't hit me that bad. Ok i lied it did hit me quite hard. I am a little confused but i guess as time fly i will be ok. Really? i don't know. Becoz i have been thinking bout this prob for quite sometime and my family kinda like get over it and move on.. Well i love to move on. but why i have to move on? what really went wrong? what happen? why me and why all of sudden? you know humans ( including me) could really use the frankness method so i wont be sitting here and typing all this crap. Just say it on my face WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM!

If you think i could not handle it, that would be bullshit! tell me one human being who could not handle stuff? worst case scenario would be ending up in a psychopath hospital! but u know what still im alive! well since i know this person quite close and all of sudden all of this undeclared 'cold war' happening just kills my mind out....the least the person could do is tell me on my face what all this about! but i guess 'they' just prefer the 'cold war'.

Argggggggggggggg i hate it when people do this things to me! maybe i believed this person way too much and now it hurts like hell!

well this is not a love story or me breaking up wif some guy or something...its just another chapter in my life where things find their way to be wrong! obviously i cant continue being like this and i have to move on...but seriously its not fair coz i deserve an explanation!

But its ok, i have used to such reaction for so many years! its not new but for once i want to know why?!

since i have seen 'they' have moved on i guess there is no excuse for me to stay put....hmmmmmmm

why me?! and why my family?!