Its not A Toy

OMG! This pictures is from my email and im so in love with this "NOT A TOY"...check it out

aren't you in love now? hehehehehe

At this moment...

Ok after so long me bec to blogging...

But im totally out of topic and blur on what im going to blog about..Lets start what im going or planning to do this few weeks...

Firstly, i will have to mark my students exam papers which soon will be arriving. But this time i have less 6 classes coz the Form 3s are not taking final examination as they have to sit for their PMR exam. So thats a relief.
Ok the current song in my mind is Jhootha Hi Sahi's Cry Cry. Its a movie by John A

And maybe perhaps i will try my level best to update my lab's notice board coz its kinda look so dead and extremely ugly. I need some idea on how to decorate the notice board. I guez have to google for some ideas. I want the board to attract the students. And im planning to hang some nice paintings on the wall as well as the lab is kinda dull lookin.

Then i just borrowed two new books from my school library. Interesting books. Ok one is Shabanu "daughter of the wind" kinda fact stories and the other one "Can you keep a secret" kinda little gurly book..well i need something light after the true story experience. Yeah yeah i know..LOL
Ok the current song in my mind is Jhootha Hi Sahi's Cry Cry. Its a movie by John Abraham and im really into this guy..he is really cute...ok i'll stop here and the rest in my diary.

And also im practicing myself to drink 3 liter of water daily. Right now im at the point of throwing up but i have to. Its seems lots of water will help you to loose weight and help to get beautiful hair. So i need that both badly. Doin well so far. Its been 3 weeks already. I can see some differences. HEHEHEHE

Next im planning to tidy up my table and drawer coz goin to be end of year so i want my desk to be clean and nice. HEHEHEHE

Hmmm i guez tats the few things that i want to do and currently doin..hopefully everything goes fine ....and today it was raining in the morning and i just love morning rain. Ok thats it for now...

Adios or phir milenge...

me + makeover

Lately i am being slam by people around me unexpectedly. I have no idea what is 'their' problem but since im kinda used to such cold shoulders, it really didn't hit me that bad. Ok i lied it did hit me quite hard. I am a little confused but i guess as time fly i will be ok. Really? i don't know. Becoz i have been thinking bout this prob for quite sometime and my family kinda like get over it and move on.. Well i love to move on. but why i have to move on? what really went wrong? what happen? why me and why all of sudden? you know humans ( including me) could really use the frankness method so i wont be sitting here and typing all this crap. Just say it on my face WHAT THE HELL IS THE PROBLEM!

If you think i could not handle it, that would be bullshit! tell me one human being who could not handle stuff? worst case scenario would be ending up in a psychopath hospital! but u know what still im alive! well since i know this person quite close and all of sudden all of this undeclared 'cold war' happening just kills my mind out....the least the person could do is tell me on my face what all this about! but i guess 'they' just prefer the 'cold war'.

Argggggggggggggg i hate it when people do this things to me! maybe i believed this person way too much and now it hurts like hell!

well this is not a love story or me breaking up wif some guy or something...its just another chapter in my life where things find their way to be wrong! obviously i cant continue being like this and i have to move on...but seriously its not fair coz i deserve an explanation!

But its ok, i have used to such reaction for so many years! its not new but for once i want to know why?!

since i have seen 'they' have moved on i guess there is no excuse for me to stay put....hmmmmmmm

why me?! and why my family?!

Long time ago....

After a month im back to blogging...this time i blame it to my very newly found friend "LAZY". I just feel so lazy to blog even though i have a lot to share and the fact that i spend around 8 hours in front of the computer everyday except on weekend. I just cant seem to click on Blogger.com on my Google chrome layout. I feel bad but also lazy at the same time...Ok done mumbling bout my new 'friend' now back to 'wat happen recently in my life': (Hmmm where shall i start)

My very first manicure:

How it happen? Ok on 1 July 2010, my principle announced that teacher needed for an event organized by this something called university at Tropicana Mall. The event is watch a movie and free meal for free. So me, renu, nithya,elynn, leong, teng and mrs he

rbert join in. Once we were there, after registration, female teacher is treated with free express manicure and of course anything that is free i jump in first ( i mean i was talking in the phone and when the sales girl informed us bout it i practically jumped to register first) of coz i was embarrassed as i didn't realize doing it but thank God no guys around. So did i get my nails done? yes and it was not black color but some maroon kinda color.

Then once we were done we went in for the movie 'knight and day'....ok the movie was ok for me...but u know wat when we went in the teater, our sitting is right at the front of the screen where u have actually need to look all the up to the ceiling...we were like no way we gona sit here and watch the movie this way..no way for sure..so then we got to know tat the whole teater was booked for us the teacher so of coz after tat we moved right back at the center seats...mush better view now!

Knight and Day:

Ok not really the best hollywood action movie material but totally funny with my fav cameron diaz who is hilarious in the movie..My conclusion bout the movie, the action scenes and tom cruise is that its is a mix of bollywood action film where no matter what kind of dangerous thing there, the hero is unharmed at all...well thats Knight and day....if you are bored and would like to have a good laugh the watch this movie but for good action film totally a NO NO!

The Cupid Effect by Dorothy Koomson

OMG! this my fav book at the moment.. WHY? ok i tell u why

1. I love Angel(the vampire) and the character in the book also love him

2. Almost all the guy i felt for eventually got married or get girlfriend just like in the book

3. There is one jerk in the book where the character will 'think' is the one but of coz he is a dush just like how it really happened in my life

4. She can't control from saying out her mind just like me (well maybe not 100% but it happens)

5. her wardrobe is lousy like mine

6. No social life just like me

Well there you go reasons why i feel in love with this book..and thanks Degi for lending me the book but i wanna get a copy of my own...i felt the book is like a book written about me maybe 80% so yeah im madly deeply in love with the book.

Myself and errrrrr myself

Ok recently i started having this stupid thoughts about myself...well i have started to skip rice from my meals and only taking veges and lots of water ...for one reason TO LOSE WEIGHT! Its now officially 2 weeks without rice and im doin good so far but of coz im not losing much (2 weeks without rice - exercise = 1kg)

Actually i am a little bit lazy to exercise coz i just hate going through the pain and the sweats so i thought i could do it by just dieting (of coz i was damn shit wrong) so my mom started to nag me bout exercising and also i read lots of local celebrities who have lost weight but the diet im doin and of coz exercise..and the look great so now i have set

my mind that i have to exercise and start losing those extra extra extra kgs( im really fat)... and hopefully i can lose at least 10 kg....i really wanna look nice for my soon to come cousin's wedding which is like 3 months away perfectly nice for me to sweat those extra weight out!

hmmmm ok tats all so far ..... hope to blog again soon...cya adioz

Officially 25

10 May 2010 and its Monday im officially a 25 year young women..I mean im in the mid age if u understand what im trying to say. Im happy but just a little sad that now im getting older and soon i will be 30..Oh God i dowan think tat far yet..

As for now i wanna thank God for giving me a beautiful life blessed with happiness and good health. I wish this will remain foreva and i wish everyone in this world is blessed with happiness and good health...

Well i actually im going to start on few thing and those things are :

1.I wanna do my part to save mother Earth

2.I wanna be more helpful to my parents and sisters (hope so)

3.I wanna really try my level best to lose at least 5 kg (yeah i know, i have been telling that for quite some time)

4.I wanna go out to places and explore the world (well Malaysia first)

5. I wanna be a better person in every way possible.

Hmmmm so far thats all. Might add the list soon.

Neway I just wanna say

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAMINI AND BE HAPPY ALWAIZ!

p/s: i really wanna eat a nice piece of American Chocolate cake...Heehehehehehehe

After a long time...so many stories

After a long freakish long time... finally i have the time to update my blog ( well actually im stealing some time from my work hours) hehehehehehe.... I have lots of story to share here...so i will try my level best to put it all in words with correct grammar(tats hard actually)

Starting with books:

Ok so far i have finished one book from a collective of book that i bought from BookAxcess. 'Remember Me' by Sophie Kinsella and i liked the sory at the beginning but towards the end its kinda predictable and i got bored...But oklah..passing time would do..Right now im reading 'i Heart New York' by Lindsey Kelk and this book is cheeky. Cheeky for cheeky girls..Hmmm i dont know how else to explain bout this book..Its fun reading kinda book but can be boring sometime like you know 'get with it' kinda feeling...I hope that i WILL finish this book by this weekend and move on to the next..I borrowed another book from my cousin last month and im excited to read it..Bout african princess..so cant wait..ok tats the book chapter so far.The end.

Next would be my Photoshop experience:

Well why i started using photoshop out of no where..I actually always thought of it but never really put in any effort. Im kinda lazy to learn and super lazy to try. But wat happen is tat i organised a Slumber Party for my colic in Kampar (tat part has its own story and i will cover tat later).So i wanted to design an invitation card for them.I wanted to use Paint and powerpoint which later i felt stupid.(after so long hehehehe) So i just try out my luck in photoshop and i did make it. I roughly remembered few things my cousin use to do in photoshop so i try it ou and eventually i did it..Of course i have to refer to some online and youtube toturial.But it was really fun..Im actually loving it. I stopped for a while coz i had to concentrate on my classes so i hope i can continue soon..i wanna learn more and i do have planning to make Photoshop part of my lesson in the school. Im sure students would love it...So lets wait and see. And by the way below are the 4 design i did so far using photoshop (not a masterpiece but definitely my effort):

Slumber Party Invitation Card

My sis Roob

My third try out

My sis Jess and my cute Shasha

Slumber Party and Kampar:

Ok Methodist Council of Education organised a Staff Retreat ( or better Staff Development) Kampar ,Ipoh. There are 5 different Wesley Methodist School in Malaysia. Sentul( my workplace), Klang, Ipoh, Seremban N Melaka. So all the teacher from these school are compulsory to go for this 'so called' staff development. My roommate was Renu and evantually when we reach there i had two more roommate which i would like to keep it secret. So tats was a total shock actually coz ur movement now are being watched. Which was one more disappointment. Then the schedule for tat 3 days was super pack with all type of talks from different people. I just don't get it when some people will realise that talks are really boring...i mean common for 3 whole days.. They have to come with some interesting stuff and let us to join in too rather than sitting there for hours and listening to one person go bla bla in front. Totally boring u know. Ok done with talks lets go for the food. By the way we stayed in Hotel Grand Kampar and trust me the food there was so not grand...It was the most disgusting and smelliest food ever. I just wanted to puke each meal time. I mean common the talk sucks and the roommate sucks and now the food..wat worse can it be more! well actually i did get worse.

So we the 'frens' decided to eat out for supper and i was super hungry till i almost got gastric. But sometimes people just dont seem to understand and just keep on waiting for some other people to come down and walk together. I mean common dont tell me tat the person cant freakin walk herself right across the road but no they still wanted to wait. So yeah done with tat its was the slumber party (So called slumber part). I distributed around 14 cards and how many came? freakin 5-6 only. I mean the least you could do is sms me and inform that i cant make it couse i bla bla but no they just decide not to come. Why i sound angry of coz i am coz they all sound so excited and 'OH shamini i cant wait tis is the only reason i want to go kampar' thingy and u just decide not to show up.I mean i really put in effort to make the cards and to come up with games and find songs but wat hapen i cant even play my cd coz no laptop or radio after the promise 'dun worry i will handle tat'. yeah so much of handling i guess. Wat even annoy me is tat when i call some person they dun pick up and all i get is a freakish sms stating 'im having supper' not even y call message. Even worce some came , sat, tap tap on the phone and get up , open the door and left. with no word. WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT ALL ABOUT! i mean ist better if u juz stay away right! Argghhhhhhhhh!

And of coz i have to jaga some people muka so we carry on with the game and we did have some fun. So tat was ok.

And on the next day, the ' i planned not to come and not to tell' people just act as if nothing happen. So i act the same. In fact i dont even bothered to even look or act anymore. I just dun care! Then the last day me and renu drop by to mrs herbert houz and spend a night there. That experience was totally worth it. On the night we were packing, i just showered and went into the room and changed. And guess wat there was this green long snake right underneath the bed and i did nt know till renu found out and it really creep me till today. Huhuhuhuhu.

And one more thing, during the slumber party, we did make some noise and eventually someone comment on it and as usual something small like tat always a world issue for my workplace but of coz we confronted the big boss and admitted our fault and u know wat she said it was fine..there u go! and of coz some of the dumb ass said ' thank God we didnt go' N i tell u wat Thank God from me too coz if u did come and stay i would have kick ur ass outa the room!

In conclusion Kampar trip was and eye opener but of coz i slept for the talks.HEHEHEHEHE

Ok i guess so far tats all for now.. I shall update some more the next time. Have a nice day people..Enjoy the weekend! Adiozzzzz...

p/s: Happy Mother's day to all moms and thanks for bring us up mom! we love ! And by the im turning 25 next Monday and its creepy mauahahahahahaha

Busy Busy

So busy that i don't even have time to blog anything....currently im reading a book 'I heart New York' so waiting for it to complete then i shall blog alot...thank God i have my dairy and its updated...huhuhuhuhu cya

Bite me...HARD

I am not in a good mood right now...well i can't really state the reason here, but it got something to do with my weekend that i planned for a week...but ended up doing nothing...Have you ever encounter a situation where you awfully feel so damn ugly and don't even wanna see your face on the mirror and you don't want anyone from your surrounding to drop few word to chill you down, where you feel their words are like petrol. Yeah tats the situation im going through right now...i feel freakin pissed with everything... Example i did my own manicure (so called manicure) and it turned out bad (im not supposed to be suprised by that actually) ..and all of sudden i realize i was crying like a small baby..i mean after a while i was like what the heck im doin...thats when i knew i am pissed and now im crying for a silly mistake...how horrible is that...

I feel like tearing myself apart and just bleed to death...i think i can bear that pain than the burning pain in myself right now..ARghhhhhhhhh im so pissed.....i hate this and hate that and i hate everything....just feel like jumping from KLCC and if that don't work than i will just drink rat poison and just die...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Shasha baby...

Last friday i thought my weekend will be great but something else happened. My pet dog shasha was so sick that she could barely walk. She was so weak. And we have to carry her to drink water and move her around. We suspected that it might be the poison for the plants which my mom spray on the plants around my house. So i guess she might have eaten one of the plants. OH MY GOD! she was vomiting so badly.

She was dehydrated and was so weak. So me and my dad brought her to the veterinarian nearby. Usually my pet hate to go there but that moment she was just lying on my lap quietly. Then once the doctor checked my pet and it was confirmed that she was poisoned. By what he couldn't tell. Then he gave two injection. Shasha was so quite she did't even move. And that is the first time i saw my baby crying so much. It was so sad and i could not hold my tears. Then went back home and as the doctor said to give her some honey water, we did. But she refuse to drink. But eventually i manage to force her to drink.

She was just lying outside on the floor and i brought her back inside the house she she wont feel so cold. Then she was sleeping for near 3 hours. Then during evening my baby was all ok. She was not really active but she could walk again and i was really happy to see that.

I can't imagine myself without my baby. She is so special to me. She is just not a dog my my lil sister. Everyday i go beck home after work she is the one i first to see. God keep my baby's life for a very long time. Right now i cant wait to go back and see her.

Love you forever my gurl..Ur my best friend...

The gift of God

Every aspirant must strive to keep himself away from the turmoil, falsehood and cruelties of the world, and practice truth, righteousness, love and peace at all times. This is truly the path of devotion. Those who seek union with God must discard as worthless both praise and blame, appreciation and derision, prosperity and adversity. No great soul or even Avatar (Divine Incarnation) can ever escape criticism and blame. In such instances, they do not bend but hold on to the truth. With this realization, immerse yourself in holy books and in the company of the devotees of the Lord. Desist from discussing your belief or conviction with ignorant persons. When you are rich with the experience of realization and devotion, then you can mix freely and even endeavor to direct others to the truth you have seen and experienced.

p/s : given to me by my boss..my deepest condolence to her as her father passed away last sunday..God bless his soul..My boss is a very positive person.

Huh?~

it is 12.20 p.m sharp and i have no class..So bored..Tried searching for some eBooks but search fail..then i was walking around my lab hoping i could find some work to be done..then i realize i haven't taken any pictures for year 2010..so here some results of my boredom....

Pictures is as boring as my day :(

Friday and the weekend

Ok second week of my work and im bored already. Well my timetable has been changed and i have only one class on friday which is from 8-9 a.m and thats it...im free for the rest of the day..i kinda like it cause i can finish almost all my work for the week, reports and marking and so on. But i feel a bit boring as i have nothing much to do.

So what i did today was i redesign my blog interface AGAIN!.... well i do that a lot and i f you find my blog interface change then thats meaning im bored like mad. So i found this nice blog template in the net and i like it. So i upload into my blog and guess what..all these free templates always have this part where you need to edit them..Like linking and maybe the pictures. And best part of all is that i don't have any website editor tool for the time being as i just got the new computer (I7) hehehehe...so i was using notepad and was way to lazy to even download a free html editor. And there i go editing the codes which like 100 lines to take out some of the parts that i don't like and change the pictures. Now my blog look nicer i would say. Its purple and i like purple. (my fav color is white but its too bright for my blog) .

Then once done, i started to write my report books and my weekly report for the principle. Once done with that i started to plan my lessons for next week and finish that too. After all that i look around my lab for any work at all and i can see my table clean and so is my lab. And that shows im totally free. So i went to my colic who is busy marking books and i chatted with her for a while then i came back to my place and posting a new blog.

The thing is human are so weird beings. Thats because when we have less work or no work at all we get bored and complain. And when we have lots of work to do we still do the same. We just cant wait to get that free time. Weird. Ok time to go back. Weekend is tomorrow and i have no idea of what im going to do. I guess i will ask my parents out for a jog at the lake nearby my house. At least im not that bored and i can burn some fat. Wohooooooooo!

Bored to the max....

Well school have started which means im working now. SO far kinda okay here but im a bit bored cause im not teaching any FORM 4 (16 years old students) so im kinda free a bit... Last year was my first year and i was running like a lunatic teacher. But this year i have some time to read online stories and update my blog..My ICT class (SPM classes major exam) will be starting from next week. But i well prepared for that. At least that class will give me some work to do. So far there is no meeting or conference for my boss so i dont have to prepare any presentation material yet. But later maybe i will have some.

My students are doing good so far. Soon the school will have sports practice and then we will have concert practice. Maybe then i will be a bit busy. So i guess i will just enjoy my temporary free time.Maybe i will update the computer club notice board and my lab board.And find some exciting activities to do with my students in the computer club.

BYE 2009 AND HOLA 2010

Ok year 2009 is so over...and 2010 is here. Well to tell you the truth i dont feel excited but actually scared because IM GOING TO BE 25!!!!!!

OMG!

I feel so old. I wish im still 23 hahahahaha that would be fun. Ok 2009 was really a good year for me coz i got my first job as a teacher in a private school. I seriuosly like my job alot. I like mixing around with the students (at least it makes me feel younger). What else happen in year 2009?..hmmmm oh yeah i put on 4 kilos...so i can fit in some of my clothes so trying my level best to lose weight (My new year aim..well every new year actually). I manage to read my fav book Acheron . I bought a new shoe which hurts my foot like hell. Well i didn't go out of the house much coz im really lazy and lazy. Should change my attitude. Hmmmmm 2009 is a progressive year for me. I liked it.

Well 2010, i hope it will be like 2009. I want it to be progressive and happy year. I really hope i will lose few kilos before any family function. I want to look nice. I want to read more books.I should blog more. Hmmmmm so far that all.