I learnt..Again..

Today i was juz chilling around as this is my first day of holiday after being a trainee in hell for 3 months...
and i was watching GREY's ANOTOMY wif my drinks(juz juice)... enjoying my day..and then there is this one character in the series known as Dr.Bailey(i love herrrr)...and she meet her old so called guy frenn and he was injured and she was helping him around..and yeah he was a sweet talker...and then it seems she was helping him in school homeworks back in school and he is this hot athlete and he was actually using her coz she was a smart ass...and she didnt realize tat coz she is this fat, not really tat actractive gurl tat a guy would ask out..and she thought tat this guy was into her...and after so many years she still doin the same thing..he was admitted and she was filling up all the medical forms tat he was suppose to do...and then she realize tat he was using her all these while till tat moment...and she was really sad and upset coz she felt she fooled herself out all these years...

ok why i tellin this story..well i had kinda the same kind ting few months ago...
i had really bad friendship and wen this one guy came in my life promising tat he will be my best fren and shower me wif all the attention...and yeah i did fall for this guy...i didnt knew wat was cuming and i guez i was stupid...and still amm...(God if my cousin reads this im so dead) well she knew all A 2 Z she more to my bes fren then my cousinz...and at one point when he knew tat he can controll me and got me fully...he started to ignore me and juz used me wheneva he needed...he didnt keep none of his promises...Goshhh i should have knew it were juz words...
welll i when i saw the series i knew how stupid i was and how i let myself get hurt again and again...
i think this time i really learnt my lesson...for real....i deserve better than him...im not gona let myself hurt again juz becoz i trust people wat to fasttttt....
i have to put myself centered first...and im not goin to hurt or do this again to myself...

why im writtting this in my blog..juz in case if someone or anyone had gone through the same..juz bare in mind tat U R SPECIAL and neva let another make u sad or think ur less one step behind them... U R WAT U R AND LUV URSELF NO MATTER WAT...

and to this guy..hmmmm may God teach him a very gud lesson....


coz right im happy wif my family,myself and my coffee....not forgetting my dark hunters...hehehehe

Gud nite all