me and no regrets

TOO LATE TO...APOLOGIZE

I'm holding on your rope,

Got me ten feet off the ground

I'm hearin what you say but I just can't make a sound

You tell me that you need me

Then you go and cut me down,

but wait

You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around, and say that...

It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late
I'd take another chance,

take a fall

Take a shot for you

And I need you like a heart needs a beat

But it's nothing new

I loved you with a fire red-

Now it's turning blue, and you say..."Sorry" like the angel heaven let me think was you

But I'm afraid...
It's too late to apologize, it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

It's too late to apologize,

it's too late

I said it's too late to apologize,

it's too late

It's too late to apologize,

yeah I said it's too late to apologize,

yeah

I'm holdin on your rope,

got me ten feet off the ground...

*song by one republic..love the song

A feather

Your symbol is a feather. You are carefree, happy and lighthearted. You smile and laugh at the smallest things. People really enjoy your company as you add a bit of a warm aura to a depressed day. Everyone can count on you to draw a smile on their face. You can be silly and immature because you're a child at heart. You are very friendly and supportive. Your mission in life would be to spread the laughter and achieve as much as you can, because you know, time is precious, we don’t have a lot of it to spare.

LIKE ME

*this pic really reminds of myself...i totally will lost myself into the world of books like a small child excitingly wanting to know new things and world...

TRUST

You like to have close ties of trust with your friends, so in return you like to keep things a secret to know you have someone that your able to spill your heart to, without having others know about your secrets. It is nice to have people who can trust you, and you are a very trustworthy person, people rely on you to be a good listener to there problems and keep them on the down-low. If you played the trust game with someone, you would catch them, but the other person may "accidentally" drop you. Thanks for taking this quiz! Please rate!


*ok im suprised to get this asnwer!

ANGER

you live for revenge! you don't trust anyone but yourself, and are intent on getting back at those people who make your life miserable. but try brightening up a bit and looking at the big picture, life is short and you should enjoy it!

I learnt..Again..

Today i was juz chilling around as this is my first day of holiday after being a trainee in hell for 3 months...
and i was watching GREY's ANOTOMY wif my drinks(juz juice)... enjoying my day..and then there is this one character in the series known as Dr.Bailey(i love herrrr)...and she meet her old so called guy frenn and he was injured and she was helping him around..and yeah he was a sweet talker...and then it seems she was helping him in school homeworks back in school and he is this hot athlete and he was actually using her coz she was a smart ass...and she didnt realize tat coz she is this fat, not really tat actractive gurl tat a guy would ask out..and she thought tat this guy was into her...and after so many years she still doin the same thing..he was admitted and she was filling up all the medical forms tat he was suppose to do...and then she realize tat he was using her all these while till tat moment...and she was really sad and upset coz she felt she fooled herself out all these years...

ok why i tellin this story..well i had kinda the same kind ting few months ago...
i had really bad friendship and wen this one guy came in my life promising tat he will be my best fren and shower me wif all the attention...and yeah i did fall for this guy...i didnt knew wat was cuming and i guez i was stupid...and still amm...(God if my cousin reads this im so dead) well she knew all A 2 Z she more to my bes fren then my cousinz...and at one point when he knew tat he can controll me and got me fully...he started to ignore me and juz used me wheneva he needed...he didnt keep none of his promises...Goshhh i should have knew it were juz words...
welll i when i saw the series i knew how stupid i was and how i let myself get hurt again and again...
i think this time i really learnt my lesson...for real....i deserve better than him...im not gona let myself hurt again juz becoz i trust people wat to fasttttt....
i have to put myself centered first...and im not goin to hurt or do this again to myself...

why im writtting this in my blog..juz in case if someone or anyone had gone through the same..juz bare in mind tat U R SPECIAL and neva let another make u sad or think ur less one step behind them... U R WAT U R AND LUV URSELF NO MATTER WAT...

and to this guy..hmmmm may God teach him a very gud lesson....


coz right im happy wif my family,myself and my coffee....not forgetting my dark hunters...hehehehe

Gud nite all

8.8.08..The One Day of my Life

OK....
On 8.8.08, it was my last day as a trainee in the bank in Kayhell...i was juz keep staring at the clock wishin it would go faster..but yeah TIME neva listen to no one...and yeah i bought gift for Mrs.Mages coz she really help me a lot and keep me company there ( a plaze where i have nooo frens..and i HATE my boss)...Then i waited for my idiotic boss to signed my attendance paper which suprising took him hours...and then i sent it to the HR.. and then when i got back to my table, my boss wanted to talk to me..and i sat there quietly and listen to his crap..well lets not go there...then..i packed my stuff and looked around for one last time and waited for Mrs.mages and walked back wif her to the front door..and i really felt sad and hugged her gus bye..SHE IS VERY NICE LADY... then i walked to the bus stop and took the my regular bus..and guez wat it was packed(gosh i hated wen its packed) then as i expected i nearly fall wen the iditic bus driver did sudden brake and there was this indian guy(around his 50s) hold me, preventing me from drop flat on my back... and i thanked him for tat and then there was an empty sit beside him where he was standing and asked me to sit there..so i did..coz i dowan to risk another fall...and i was so tired and was sleepin while listening to my ipod..and then the lady besides me was gone and i got to sit by the window just as i liked...(by the time i realize the bus was half empty..) and on the was nearing my home the indian guy came and sat besides me and i jumped in suprised..i didnt pay much attention as i really thought he was a good guy coz of his age..(neva judge a book by its cover) then he started to talk and ask me all kind of question ..from my name to where i worked..i didnt tell him the truth most of the time as i dun know him b4..then he asked my name..AND TATS WHEN I KNEW HE IS AN ASS HOLE...and there was this another indian guy around his 2os sitting right infront of me..and saw my and i gave him a look like help me!!..and he juz kept lookin time to time as this ass holes keep bugging me wif his idiotic flirting question..at one point i wanted to scream and say tat ur age are the same as my father..but i was scared(im suprised i was scared) thought tat he might follow me as i have to take my car from the station and i parkedquite in a lonely plaze(no parking in the mornin)..and suddenly juz as i thought that bastard ask my cell num..i was shocked..and asked him why and he said simply maybe can go for lunch on Monday..He is from Bukit Aman..i was really shocked..he was like my father’s age and he has the guts to ask my num…I said I cant giv him my num and he said why are u scared HELLL YEAH BASTARD!!!...
Then the other Indian guy gave me the look like ‘do u want me to punch him’…I really wanted too but my stop came..and I rushly left the bus and ran as fast as I can to my car and locked myself in..I wa shaking like I have seen a ghost…

The thing is ..i prayed to God to grant him anything he wished dearly as he help me out from dropping..and TAT BASTARD!!!!!.. Im really shocked tat he can looked at me in tat manner when I look like his daughter’s age…I felt sooooo stupid to trust people so fast like tat…GODD!!!! Wassup wif these guys creature..is there only this one thing they can see in all women in the world!!!!!...

Almost all the guys in my life so far that I meet are like this and still like this except my dad and my two bes buddies back in my hometown… Its really suckzzzz!!!!!!!!!

And for TAT ASS HOLE!!!! I really wished he was hit by a loory and by the very same bus!!!!!

TO THE HELL WIF YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!