Life and Me
I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.
~ AGATHA CHRISTIE ~

Friday, June 20, 2008

NEED A VACATION

Ok why i need a vacation?..well who doesnt...everyone wants one...
well actually some of my staff in my office went back home early today coz they goin for vacation and im sitting here umemployed (doin my pratical currently) and writing a blog that I NEED A VACATION.. Pathetic me….
I really wonder is this life…listen to ur boss… sit in front of the computer for 8 &*#$ hours (regret taken IT course).. eat ur lunch and sleep.
OH MY GOD!!!

Well just have look how my life is now (just practical)
I wake up at 5.25 am and take my shower and pray and help my mom and pack my stuff and eat breakfast and take my earliest train at 6.40 am. Reach my office at 7.30 am and ON THE COMPUTER. Do my works while kept watching the clock every 5 minutes hope it will execute faster (hell noooo). Sharp at 1m till to relaxxxxx..have my homemade lunch and read my novel..Once its 2pm go bec to my works…and keep glancing at the clock to point the number 5. But yeah it happen 3 hours later for sure. And when its 4.55pm I start pack my stuff and sharp at 5 pm and sign my attendance and cabutttttttttttttttt. Then I have to walk all the way to the bus stop to get my bus (well I take train in morning and bus in evening, cheaper). In the bus either I listen to my ipod or I will sleep. And once I reach home at 6.30pm (I have to walk bec to my houz from the nearest bus stop) I will take my dinner AND THEN ONLY my bath (hehehehe). At 7.30 pm I will take my bath and get prepared for my home tuition classes at 8pm (im teaching my neighbors’ kids for some pocket money) and the classes ends at 10pm..so practically I dun watch tv at all..at 10.10 pm I sleep and the routine goes again in circle.

Well im tired soooooo tired..I studied half of my life and now I have to work to take over my family (dad getting old, I want him to get retire earlier). I’m not complaining that I have to work (well my dad have been working his whole life and he never complains till today, RESPECT YOU MY MAN) but its just tat I need a gap between my graduation and my employment. Just a nice vacation would do. Just to delete all the unnecessary thing in my mind and come back fresh…but I cant have a vacation now.. Roob havin SPM and mom wants her to focus on studies. And I expect my parents to pay for my vacation rite?...That’s cruel for a 23 young (hehehe) big girl towards her parents who is old and tired working. Well you may ask wat happen to my tuition money, well since the oil price naik..i memang pokai maxxx…my phone kredits, my sisters phone kredits, my daily transportation expenses. Its just ngam ngam.

But I really need a break..one night aso can lah..just one great day..maybe spend some time wif my cousins and sis in the pub for a drink and a hell freakin dance the whole night.

Hmmmmmmm I STILL WANT TAT VACATION

Shamini @ kamaraj

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