What kind of ice cream are you

You're strawberry ice cream!

You're sweet, happy, and fun!

You love to laugh and smile, and everybody loves your bright personality.

People often put you down because they're jealous of your happiness, but it's very hard to bring you down; you're an optimist.

THE RIDE

Ok it was 27th June 2008 and as usual I took the train to go work..And once I reached the station I saw this hot guy (when I say hot..he is really HOT)..standing there and looked at me. I just ignore and bought my ticket and wait for the train…and train came and I went in and took an empty seat by the window…and I looked up and saw HOT GUY came straight in and sat beside me…I didn’t mind much..Ok another thing, he is extremely tall, tanned skin (indian by the way) and extremely hugeeeeeee…he is not fat but just huge with really broad shoulder…so when he sat beside me, he actually squeeze me to the window …I was like wats wrong wif this guy?!...but then he is cute so oklah (HAHAHAHAHA)..and as usual I took out my story book and start reading (DARK HUNTER, sexy vamp story, HEHEHEHEHE) and all of sudden he said ‘Ur a big fan of vampires aren’t you’ and I was like how the hell he knows bout the book..I asked how did u know it’s a vamp book..and he said he one too..I was like ‘ok juz kill me here now’. But a guy reading vamp book..hmmmm NOT BAD!!!

Then I put back my book and kept silent and after around 5 to 10 minute..he gave his hand and said ‘DEEPAK’ and I was like is this guy for real but I dowan to be rude especially a cute one (muahahahaha) and hand in mine and said ‘ sham’.. He smiled and I melted…WOHOOOO..then he asked… ‘Juz sham?’ ..and I said its shamini actually and he said nice name , I like it…I was like OOOOKKKKK!!!!...

Then he asked where I was heading and bla bla bla…and he told me he is an accountant..and I thought ‘A SEXY ONE’ (dun mind me) and he was talking bout work stuff and I just like ok ok ahh yes ahh oh ok answers.. and when my stop came..i said to him ‘ok gtg, bye then’ and he smile, (I melted again) and guez wat he said…

A C UP OF COFFEE IN FUTURE MAYBE!!!!

I was like OH MY GODDDDDDDDDD!!!!

Inside I wanted but of course I juz smiled and walk out without turning back..i was freakin scared…but it was nice…

Hehehehehe a cute accountant train buddy..

Vampire Mess

Angel's Life

Angel started life as Liam, a shiftless Irish drunkard in his 20s. He was turned into a vampire by Darla, in an alley outside a bar. He took the name "Angelus" and almost immediately killed his entire family. He and Darla then terrorized Europe for over a hundred years. It seems that they enjoyed a sexual relationship, although their primary lust was for human blood.
His restoration to goodness began when Darla brought him a gypsy girl for a birthday present, whom he tortured and killed. Her father, in revenge, cursed Angel by restoring his soul. Angel became a being tortured by his conscience; he was not a true vampire, because he was unable to kill humans, but neither was he human.
After a hundred anguished years, a demon named Whistler showed Angel a high school sophomore named Buffy Summers, who was marked as the next "Slayer". Angel found a purpose in helping Buffy. They fell in love and, on her 17th birthday, consummated their relationship.
The perfect happiness of loving Buffy had the unexpected side-effect of lifting the "curse", and Angel lost his soul, becoming once again the evil Angelus. His soul was eventually restored, but he could not bear to be around Buffy, as he was unable to love her. He thus went to Los Angeles -- the "City of Angels" -- to seek his destiny.

The Giaour

But first, on earth as vampire sent,

Thy corse shall from its tomb be rent:

Then ghastly haunt thy native place,

And suck the blood of all thy race;
There from thy daughter, sister, wife,

At midnight drain the stream of life;

Yet loathe the banquet which perforce

Must feed thy livid living corse:

Thy victims ere they yet expire

Shall know the demon for their sire,

As cursing thee,

thou cursing them,

Thy flowers are withered on the stem.

By Lord Byron

THE METAL KNIFE

I TRUSTED YOU
I BELIEVED YOU

I LET YOU HOLD MY HAND
I LET YOU LEAN ON MY SHOULDER

I WIPED YOUR TEARS
I GAVE MY SMILE
I GAVE MY ALL

IN THE END
A COLD METAL
END ON MY HEART

AND YOU HOLDING
THE METAL KNIFE

By God’s Gift-Life

PIECE OF SHITTTT

Ok im writing this especially to those ass holes that made my life suffer…But after I wanna thank coz u did make me much stronger and yeah more careful in finding frens (well im not lookin for any now)…well these idiotic friendship is total shit for me …I think and believe that human need each other for their needs and nothing else..I DUN BELIEVE IN SOUL MATES OR DAMN FRIENDSHIP FOREVA…

As long they need ur help..they just suck all ur energy out and left u to die slowly and painfully..ASS HOLES…well some of u might say that I have bes fren and she/he is very nice to me..well yeah some of u are lucky to meet gud frenz but me I have no luck at all..and wished not to have that luck at all now…

those promises, those jokes, those laughter, and WALLLAAA wait dear fren, I have something else for u..why dun u turn bec and I wanna givva something..and after all u trust them more and heck u turn and there u go.. A HARD COLD STAB!!!!!
And u drop blood tears not becoz of the cold stab but becoz of the hand that stabbed u…
So a reminder to the ass holes…if u feel this is for u… juz suck ur own blood and die!!!!

All my life I juz hope I won’t see those ass holes again in my life coz definitely I will puke on their face… But of course I wish them all the best after all they just murdered their fren with their hands…so I guez nothing stop them then excel in life….I guez if next time anyone ask me to be his/her fren …all I have say…KISS UR ASS AND BUZZ OFF JERK!!!

* my anger to you shall never fade till the last breath I hold

Watch Out!!!!!!

Man im so damn pissed wif the bus drivers nowdays...IDIOTS THERE ARE....

ok it like this, i travel by bus everyday on my way back home from work..and sometimes i get to sit and sometimes i dont...depends on the crowd....so wahat is , yesterday as usual i took the same bus to my place and my bad luck there were no empty sits..so i have to stand..the conductor was nice malay guy..he ask me to stand beside a malay lady who was sitting as her next stop is after this..so i stood there holding to the sits holder...

ok there is two type of bus company A and B....im in A...and yesterday there were bus B ahead us doing his job...And bus A started to accerlerate so he could be ahead of B..He didnt follow the rules, didnt stop at the traffic light and keep horning to people giving them a shock to move aside...This is all because they want to compute to get more passeger..SHIT....an old day almost fell when he flew like a jet on road...i was strugling to stay put....DAMN THESE ASS HOLES!!!!

ok i thought the B bus would be nicer but hellllll nooooo!!!! he was in the race as well...there few times each bus almost hit the motorist on the road...DAMN IDIOTS!!!!

all they care is the money, more passenger more money but they dun giv A SHIT ABOUT THE SAFETY.....I was cursing them all the way till i reach my stop...mannnn they really have to stop competing and start thinking bout the passenger safety....

HOPE TODAY MY RIDE WILL BE GOOD....

Angel Crew

David Boreanaz-Angel

Born in 18th century Galway, Angel spent his youth drinking, womanising and stealing from his rich father before Darla offered him eternal life and a lumpy forehead in 1753.
After terrorising most of Europe for over 150 years, siring Drusilla and really annoying a man called Holtz, Angel killed a gypsy girl and was cursed with a soul by her clan.

Charisma Carpenter - Cordelia Chase

Former cheerleader and Sunnydale High School bitch Cordelia Chase movedto Los Angeles to seek fame and fortune as an actress after finding herself broke due to daddy's ten years of tax evasion.
Despite networking at all the right parties - and nearly getting her hands featured in a commercial - Cordelia struggled to get her big acting break and instead appointed herself Girl Friday at Angel Investigations.
Cordy's life was to change dramatically when Doyle sacrificed his life - the half-demon transferred his 'gift' of prophetic visions to her. She's now Angel's only link to the Powers That Be. The responsibility has forced Cordy to grow up quickly.

Alexis Denisof - Wesley Wyndham Pryce

Sacked by The Watchers' Council after failing to keep Buffy or Faith under control, Wesley Wyndam-Price kissed Cordelia goodbye (very badly), donned his chafing motorcycle leathers and became a rogue demon hunter. He wasn't very good at that either.
Wesley's quest eventually brought him to L.A., where he teamed up with Angel to fight the forces of evil and fill the hole left by the departing Doyle. Wesley has grown quite a lot since his days as a bumbling 'Giles: The Next Generation' and now runs the show at Angel Investigations.

J. August Richards-Gunn

Anti-vampire vigilante Charles Gunn made it his mission to keeps the streets of L.A. bloodsucker-free. Driving a pickup truck festooned with wooden stakes and backed by an impressive posse, Gunn's life changed the day his sister was turned into a vampire.
Although not initially Angel's number one fan, Gunn gradually came to realise that he and the vampire had similar goals and informally joined Angel Investigations. As time went on, however, his old gang grew resentful of the fact that Gunn wasn't devoting enough time to them, causing friction.

Amy Aker - Fred

Reading a good book is usually a good thing, unless doing so traps you in an alternate dimension where humans are treated like cattle.
That's exactly what happened to physicist Winifred Burkle (Fred) until Angel rescued her from a life of sackcloth and cave-dwelling in Pylea.
It's taken a while for the poor girl to adjust to the real world again. A steady supply of tacos and a lot of scribbling on her bedroom walls is helping. She needs to watch that crush on Angel, though.
Fred's certainly one of the brains of Angel Investigations. Her ability to calculate the most bizarre things in her head often comes in handy - if you can understand what on earth she's on about. She builds a mean monster trap too.

Andy Hallett - Lorne

King of Karaoke and owner of demon-friendly bar Caritas, Lorne is an anagogic demon who can see into a person's aura - so long as they sing to him first. if Angel's rendition of Barry Manilowe's Mandy has put you off music for life, blame the host.
Hailing from the alternative dimension Pylea, where singing is unheard of, Lorne's full name is Krevlorneswath of the Deathwok clan. You can see why he picked Lorne for short.
Lorne can hold a note indefinitely and can use his voice as a weapon against some demons. His stunning wardrobe is probably just as lethal too. His race also has the uncanny ability to survive, even if seemingly vital parts of their anatomy are removed.
Now he's a permanent house guest of Angel Investigations

LoNeLy

POEM FOR YOU

A FACE OF LIGHT
AN IDENTITY OF JOY

A CHARACTER THAT BLOWS
A SMILE THAT DRAWS ANOTHER

A TINY HEART NOT TO CRASH
A COMPANIONOF TIME

AQUESTION TO BE ANSWERED
A BEAUTIFUL BEAT CREATED BY DEAR LORD

*Created on 8 July 2007 by God’s Gift-Life

Wat The hell!!!

Ok…. I always travel by bus to go bec home after work…and there this one Indian gal who also take the same bus…
And yeah she is pretty and cute…and BITCHY!... Man u should see how she would look and giggle at you, as if ur the most ugliest living thing on earth…WAT THE HELL!!!... First I didn’t take to serious..WELL im not the type who cares bout wat people thing especially when it comes to my appearance (dono how true is tat hehehe) ok bec to the story…
She have doin that for quite some time and it really annoys me to the maxxxxxx….I mean yeah ur fair, model size and nice clothing but DAMNSHIT who gave the rights to give me that look….well yeah im big size, tall and dark skin…but that’s TOTALLY my business!!! (I AM VERY PRETTY OK!! My very own way of coz)...I was patients for many times but she seems to enjoy it even more day by day… So one day I really wanna teach her a lesson… so I saw her coming and the same idiotic smile on her face like she saying ‘Ah, look at you …damn sad!’…ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
Chil sham chill… ok then she was standing 5 steeps from me and kept glaring at me and at one point when she turn and looked at me…HAHAHAHAHAHA… I asked loudly in English (SO OTHERS CAN HEAR AS WELL) ‘DO U KNOW ME ‘ and as usual, people attitude to turn and look for others..but I said ‘IM TALKING TO YOU’ and she go like watt, wat wat look…HAHAHAHHA..i bet she shit on her pants….hahahahaha
And she said no I dono you and I said oh ok I thought u know me coz you were looking at me from that day…MUKA DIA PUCATTTTTTTTTTTTT….hahahahahaha..
Now u know…and guez wat she don’t look at me anymore and the best part I DON’T SEE HER ANYMORE IN THE BUS STOP! Muahahahahhaha


*im not insulting her or wat, juz I dun feel its rite for her to look at me like that…yeah she is gorgeous but dun ever look down on someone else..I juz wanna others to know tat we look pretty in our very own way and DUN EVA LOOK DOWN ON OTHERS...thank God I didn’t punch her on her face…IM NOT THAT CRUEL!

THE EVIL TWIN

ThE CrEw oF VaMp

ThE VaMp mE

NEED A VACATION

Ok why i need a vacation?..well who doesnt...everyone wants one...
well actually some of my staff in my office went back home early today coz they goin for vacation and im sitting here umemployed (doin my pratical currently) and writing a blog that I NEED A VACATION.. Pathetic me….
I really wonder is this life…listen to ur boss… sit in front of the computer for 8 &*#$ hours (regret taken IT course).. eat ur lunch and sleep.
OH MY GOD!!!

Well just have look how my life is now (just practical)
I wake up at 5.25 am and take my shower and pray and help my mom and pack my stuff and eat breakfast and take my earliest train at 6.40 am. Reach my office at 7.30 am and ON THE COMPUTER. Do my works while kept watching the clock every 5 minutes hope it will execute faster (hell noooo). Sharp at 1m till to relaxxxxx..have my homemade lunch and read my novel..Once its 2pm go bec to my works…and keep glancing at the clock to point the number 5. But yeah it happen 3 hours later for sure. And when its 4.55pm I start pack my stuff and sharp at 5 pm and sign my attendance and cabutttttttttttttttt. Then I have to walk all the way to the bus stop to get my bus (well I take train in morning and bus in evening, cheaper). In the bus either I listen to my ipod or I will sleep. And once I reach home at 6.30pm (I have to walk bec to my houz from the nearest bus stop) I will take my dinner AND THEN ONLY my bath (hehehehe). At 7.30 pm I will take my bath and get prepared for my home tuition classes at 8pm (im teaching my neighbors’ kids for some pocket money) and the classes ends at 10pm..so practically I dun watch tv at all..at 10.10 pm I sleep and the routine goes again in circle.

Well im tired soooooo tired..I studied half of my life and now I have to work to take over my family (dad getting old, I want him to get retire earlier). I’m not complaining that I have to work (well my dad have been working his whole life and he never complains till today, RESPECT YOU MY MAN) but its just tat I need a gap between my graduation and my employment. Just a nice vacation would do. Just to delete all the unnecessary thing in my mind and come back fresh…but I cant have a vacation now.. Roob havin SPM and mom wants her to focus on studies. And I expect my parents to pay for my vacation rite?...That’s cruel for a 23 young (hehehe) big girl towards her parents who is old and tired working. Well you may ask wat happen to my tuition money, well since the oil price naik..i memang pokai maxxx…my phone kredits, my sisters phone kredits, my daily transportation expenses. Its just ngam ngam.

But I really need a break..one night aso can lah..just one great day..maybe spend some time wif my cousins and sis in the pub for a drink and a hell freakin dance the whole night.

Hmmmmmmm I STILL WANT TAT VACATION

Shamini @ kamaraj

THE SOUND OF THE RAIN

THE RAIN

The rain touches my windowpane
The place where I first sat
And
Thought to myself
When it’s going to end

Today at the very same place
With the same sound of
The rain touching my windowpane
Where I used to sit for hours
Thinking about almost everything
In my life

I began to count the days
As
I’m leaving now
And
Will never come back again

I’m going to miss this sound
The sound of
The rain touching my windowpane
Because it will not be the same sound
When it rains again

Dedicated to my UNITEN life that I will remember till the end

By,
God Gift-Life

TRAIN RIDE

I just love traveling in train. I still remember when I was small I used to travel by train to Kluang, Johor with my family to visit my grandma. In fact I was born in Johor. On the eve, usually it’s the packing day. So I and my sisters who are much younger than me will be so excited and will help my mom out in packing process. (which usually she have beg for help if we were asked to some other house chores) hehehehe….
My mom will prepare some mee hoon and sandwiches so we won’t be hungry throughout the ride. But as usual we wont eat that and we will force dad to buy some food (which taste bad and it’s actually sandwiches too), well we are kids so we cant help it lah. And the next day as early as 5 am we will leave the house to go to KL train station. Once we reach, its just so happening. We three just love to see trains and we will be running up and down. Surprisingly my parents don’t scold us. HEHEHEHEHE now tats real funnnn!!!
Later when we got into our train..its much more happening as there will be a lot of people and seriously its funnnn…
And we will play all the ‘masak masak’ stuff (yeah I know its train) and just have a blast. And the best part is the lunch time. We would drag my dad to walk all the way till the end till we reach the train’s canteen. Its small and not much food..but the journey to the canteen that matters. Sometimes we have to walk almost up to 5 to 6 compartments. And guess what we will buy..KEROPOK and my dad won’t scold; maybe he was happy as well.
And once we reach the Kluang station, its even fun..we would run out and start looking for my aunties (I have a lot of auntiessssss from my mom side).
Well it’s really unforgettable memory for me and my sisters. We don’t travel by train anymore now to Johor. My dad bought a car and we have a dog so it’s quiet hard to travel in train.
Now my second sis, Jess hate train as she have to travel by komuter everyday to go to her college and its always pack. While the last one, Roob just don’t remember much about it.

For me I always love trains (I still travel by train everyday for work). I don’t mind the crowd. I just love the sound of the railway tracks. I wish I could go back to old times and travel back in train. I see the world differently in the train at that time.. Niceeeee

By,
God’s Gift-Life

FIRST DAY

Hi to the one reading,

This is my first time in this blogging stuff. Well i have my reason why i want to blog..
I just completed my studies and right now looking for a good job. Im the eldest of two
sister. And my father is retired but still working under contract to support his children (including
me) and my mom is working too, in a company just as an machine operator.
Im not from a rich family but surely rich in happiness. I love my family more than anything.
Im not a person that have a lot of friends (infact i dun have any). I love friends but frens dun love me (hehehehe) honestly maybe becoz i expect more from them.
I just move on even it hurts.
Now i have a lot to tell and less people to listen. So i remembered that one of my cousin used to blog
and thought it might be a gud idea if i have my space to share my thoughts.

so this is my first post and many to come.
thanks to drop by

truly,
God's Gift-Life