Bite me...HARD

I am not in a good mood right now...well i can't really state the reason here, but it got something to do with my weekend that i planned for a week...but ended up doing nothing...Have you ever encounter a situation where you awfully feel so damn ugly and don't even wanna see your face on the mirror and you don't want anyone from your surrounding to drop few word to chill you down, where you feel their words are like petrol. Yeah tats the situation im going through right now...i feel freakin pissed with everything... Example i did my own manicure (so called manicure) and it turned out bad (im not supposed to be suprised by that actually) ..and all of sudden i realize i was crying like a small baby..i mean after a while i was like what the heck im doin...thats when i knew i am pissed and now im crying for a silly mistake...how horrible is that...

I feel like tearing myself apart and just bleed to death...i think i can bear that pain than the burning pain in myself right now..ARghhhhhhhhh im so pissed.....i hate this and hate that and i hate everything....just feel like jumping from KLCC and if that don't work than i will just drink rat poison and just die...ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!