Ok when it comes to fear..damn im the best..well I dono bout tat actually
Did u ever encounter a situation that is so important but u are so scared to even think about it…well im having it now…lots of them…so im lazy to type in all…
But I just could get it..i want it to be ok and done but I just don’t do it at all…WTF!!!!
WEIRD !!! I juz dun get it why im doing this…and seriously im hating it…
Then there is another situation where I hate to take risk…I prefer life wif no risk but some says tat life without risk is total boring and quite..but tats wat I prefer…I like it tat way…SHIT!!! Even writing this makes me tremble to maxx…
Sometimes I just wished I was dead then experiencing all this stupid idiotic feelings….
Just hate it…maybe some (maybe all) dun get wat the crap im mumbling about…
TRUST ME EVEN I DON’T!!!!
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Beautiful thought
NEVER CRY FOR ANY RELATION IN LIFE
BECAUSE FOR THE ONE WHOM YOU CRY
DOES NOT DESERVE YOUR TEARS
AND THE ONE WHO DESERVES
WILL NEVER LET YOU CRY.........
TREAT EVERYONE WITH POLITENESS
EVEN THOSE WHO ARE RUDE TO YOU,
NOT BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT NICE
BUT BECAUSE YOU ARE NICE........
NEVER SEARCH YOUR HAPPINESS IN OTHERS
WHICH WILL MAKE YOU FEEL ALONE,
RATHER SEARCH IT IN YOURSELF
YOU WILL FEEL HAPPY
EVEN IF YOU ARE LEFT ALONE.......
ALWAYS HAVE A POSITIVE ATTITUDE IN LIFE.
THERE IS SOMETHING POSITIVE IN EVERY PERSON.
EVEN A STOPPED WATCH IS RIGHT TWICE A DAY.........
HAPPINESS ALWAYS LOOKS SMALL
WHEN WE HOLD IT IN OUR HANDS.
BUT WHEN WE LEARN TO SHARE IT,
WE REALIZE HOW BIG AND PRECIOUS IT IS!.........
*all sound easy and sweet...but can we really do it...i mean its hard for me for sure
but sweet one naa....
SO NOT ME!!
Ok today the ‘so not me’ happen….and its nothing tat bad luck or wat…juz simply…
I GAVE AWAY MY SIT TO A BLIND GUY!!!!!
I dun even know why I did tat…its not tat im not happy juz tat its so not meeeee… I always ignore (yeah I know its rude) but today something in me juz ask me to get my damn ass up and give the blind guy to sit….
I’m actually very happy wif wat I did today…usually I juz ignore becoz I dun really care and Im kinda malu wanna do the gud stuff…(dun ask y) even I don’t know…
But im hepi tat I did giv away my seat for someone in need…Wohooooo!!!!
I GAVE AWAY MY SIT TO A BLIND GUY!!!!!
I dun even know why I did tat…its not tat im not happy juz tat its so not meeeee… I always ignore (yeah I know its rude) but today something in me juz ask me to get my damn ass up and give the blind guy to sit….
I’m actually very happy wif wat I did today…usually I juz ignore becoz I dun really care and Im kinda malu wanna do the gud stuff…(dun ask y) even I don’t know…
But im hepi tat I did giv away my seat for someone in need…Wohooooo!!!!
Friday, July 25, 2008
What City in The US are You
New York, New York
You love a place that has action but can also be serious at times, just like you are.
You love a place that has action but can also be serious at times, just like you are.
What is your symbol
A sword
Your symbol is a sword. You can be rather short-tempered and aggressive at times but you are loyal to your friends and stay true to whom you trust. At times, you may see violence as a solution to problems. You are not always the diplomat and can be very outspoken. You have built-in strength and a strong mind. More often, you play the role of the leader. You believe your ways to tackling life are correct and would not let anyone manipulate you.
Your symbol is a sword. You can be rather short-tempered and aggressive at times but you are loyal to your friends and stay true to whom you trust. At times, you may see violence as a solution to problems. You are not always the diplomat and can be very outspoken. You have built-in strength and a strong mind. More often, you play the role of the leader. You believe your ways to tackling life are correct and would not let anyone manipulate you.
Monday, July 21, 2008
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Acheron's Book
Book of Acheron by Sherilyn Kenyon is coming this 5th August 2008
The sensation of His touch shall begin....Hmmmmm...
The Sins I Have
| Greed: | Medium | |
| Gluttony: | Medium | |
| Wrath: | Medium | |
| Sloth: | High | |
| Envy: | High | |
| Lust: | Medium | |
| Pride: | High |
The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com
Pride- That is My Sin
Vanity/Pride(vanity, narcissism)
In almost every list Pride is considered the original or most serious sin. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive to others, failing to give credit due to others, or excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbour". In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. Pride was what sparked the fall of Lucifer from Heaven, and his subsequent transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are good examples of these sins, though both imply a more empty feeling of Pride, with little to back it up. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with their heads bowed while they were whipped in order to induce feelings of humility.
Punishment in Hell: Broken on the Wheel.
Demon associated: Lucifer
In almost every list Pride is considered the original or most serious sin. It is identified as a desire to be more important or attractive to others, failing to give credit due to others, or excessive love of self (especially holding self out of proper position toward God). Dante's definition was "love of self perverted to hatred and contempt for one's neighbour". In Jacob Bidermann's medieval miracle play, Cenodoxus, Pride is the deadliest of all the sins and leads directly to the damnation of the famed Doctor of Paris, Cenodoxus. Pride was what sparked the fall of Lucifer from Heaven, and his subsequent transformation into Satan. Vanity and Narcissism are good examples of these sins, though both imply a more empty feeling of Pride, with little to back it up. In the Divine Comedy, the penitent were forced to walk with their heads bowed while they were whipped in order to induce feelings of humility.
Punishment in Hell: Broken on the Wheel.
Demon associated: Lucifer
THE PERFECT SLEEP
Everybody enjoys sleeping (well maybe some people don’t) but I definitely enjoy sleeping…hehehehe
Ok I always have this wonderful imagination of how my perfect sleep should be.
Well firstly I want a mansion size bedroom with red painted walls and big portraits of beautiful sky. Why red wall…hmmmm…I don’t know…just seems perfect…ok then I want a huge king size bed maybe super duper king size..hahahaha…suitable for my size…
And lots of pillows…all super soft pillows expect for one that I will used for my head…and I want my bed to be in light blue color. The material of my bed sheet should be ‘sutera’ silk (u know the shinning and soft ones) . And of course I want the room to be cold. Medium cold. And I want a big window (till it almost touches the edge of the ceiling) and a white curtain with red spread should be half cover the window.
And not forgetting a melodies music that can make u sleep tight. A French music maybe.
And last but not less, a perfect sound full rain with dark sky.
And there u go, im already sleeping. I think I wont be awake for days…hahahaaha
I really wish this will come true….that day will be my perfect sleep…
Ok I always have this wonderful imagination of how my perfect sleep should be.
Well firstly I want a mansion size bedroom with red painted walls and big portraits of beautiful sky. Why red wall…hmmmm…I don’t know…just seems perfect…ok then I want a huge king size bed maybe super duper king size..hahahaha…suitable for my size…
And lots of pillows…all super soft pillows expect for one that I will used for my head…and I want my bed to be in light blue color. The material of my bed sheet should be ‘sutera’ silk (u know the shinning and soft ones) . And of course I want the room to be cold. Medium cold. And I want a big window (till it almost touches the edge of the ceiling) and a white curtain with red spread should be half cover the window.
And not forgetting a melodies music that can make u sleep tight. A French music maybe.
And last but not less, a perfect sound full rain with dark sky.
And there u go, im already sleeping. I think I wont be awake for days…hahahaaha
I really wish this will come true….that day will be my perfect sleep…
*something like this..hehehe
tHe sOfT sIdE oF Ash
This is Acheron and his god-daughter, Marissa. From the Dark-Hunter novel, Night Embrace.
Acheron Parthenopaeus
Born : 9548 BC
Birthplace : Atlantis or Didymos (depends on who you ask and how Ash feels when he answers) Motto : Just because you can doesn't mean you should.
Favorite Song to Hunt by: Awake : Godsmack
Current Location : Constantly moves, and we make weekly bets on where he is or where he'll turn up.
Quote from Dance with the Devil : "I'm the top of the food chain and well...you're the food."
Ash's symbol :
The correct old Greek way to pronounce Acheron Parthenopaeus is Ack-UH-rahn Pahr-thin-OH-pay-us. Over time and because it was difficult for some cultures to correctly pronounce it, he used the more "modern" Ash-UH-rahn.
Since Asheron and Acheron are both old names and he didn't feel like explaining it to people, he started going by Ash roughly 150 years ago. Personally, he prefers Ash and always refers to himself by it. But he will answer to any and all three names.
Whenever he gives his full name in the contemporary books, he pronounces it Asheron. Even though he was the youngest when he died, Acheron was the first Dark-Hunter ever appointed.
He is also the writer of the Dark-Hunter Creed and of the Code we abide by. Because of his Dark-Hunter age and the fact that he fought the Daimons alone for thousands of years, he is more phantom than real.
He interacts with the other Dark-Hunters on a whim, and his sage advice is often sought. Eccentric and idiosyncratic to the extreme, he is a legend among legends.
The Dark-Hunters never know what to expect when Acheron enters a scene. He runs the full gamut from friendly to intimidating to downright scary. It is said of him that there has never been a mortal born who could equal his physical perfection.
He possesses a raw, rare kind of charisma. To look at him is to want him. To see him is to ache to touch him.
Artemis herself once said of him:
He had been built to please, and trained to pleasure.
Everything about him from the sleek muscles that rippled to the deep,
erotic timber in his voice seduced anyone who came into contact with him. Like a lethal wild animal, he moved with a primal promise of danger and masculine power.
With the promise of supreme sexual fulfillment.
Sunshine describes him as:
He had such a deadly, graceful swagger.
A predator’s lope.
There was something intrinsically sexual about Acheron.
Something compelling, seductive. Just being near him made her want to reach out and touch him. It was as if he were putting off some powerful pheromones and at the same time, she was scared of him.
He was like a lethal, beautiful animal in the wild that part of you wanted to cuddle while the other part of you knew he was just as likely to rip your arm off as he want to cuddle back.
He was magnetic and fierce and he made her want to run for the door
No one knows why he became what he did.
Then again, no one knows much about him. Period.
And he likes it that way.
Trying to get any personal information out if him is an impossible task.
No one even knows what his real hair color is.
Taken from: http://www.yearofacheron.com/home.html
Birthplace : Atlantis or Didymos (depends on who you ask and how Ash feels when he answers) Motto : Just because you can doesn't mean you should.
Favorite Song to Hunt by: Awake : Godsmack
Current Location : Constantly moves, and we make weekly bets on where he is or where he'll turn up.
Quote from Dance with the Devil : "I'm the top of the food chain and well...you're the food."
Ash's symbol :
The correct old Greek way to pronounce Acheron Parthenopaeus is Ack-UH-rahn Pahr-thin-OH-pay-us. Over time and because it was difficult for some cultures to correctly pronounce it, he used the more "modern" Ash-UH-rahn.
Since Asheron and Acheron are both old names and he didn't feel like explaining it to people, he started going by Ash roughly 150 years ago. Personally, he prefers Ash and always refers to himself by it. But he will answer to any and all three names.
Whenever he gives his full name in the contemporary books, he pronounces it Asheron. Even though he was the youngest when he died, Acheron was the first Dark-Hunter ever appointed.
He is also the writer of the Dark-Hunter Creed and of the Code we abide by. Because of his Dark-Hunter age and the fact that he fought the Daimons alone for thousands of years, he is more phantom than real.
He interacts with the other Dark-Hunters on a whim, and his sage advice is often sought. Eccentric and idiosyncratic to the extreme, he is a legend among legends.
The Dark-Hunters never know what to expect when Acheron enters a scene. He runs the full gamut from friendly to intimidating to downright scary. It is said of him that there has never been a mortal born who could equal his physical perfection.
He possesses a raw, rare kind of charisma. To look at him is to want him. To see him is to ache to touch him.
Artemis herself once said of him:
He had been built to please, and trained to pleasure.
Everything about him from the sleek muscles that rippled to the deep,
erotic timber in his voice seduced anyone who came into contact with him. Like a lethal wild animal, he moved with a primal promise of danger and masculine power.
With the promise of supreme sexual fulfillment.
Sunshine describes him as:
He had such a deadly, graceful swagger.
A predator’s lope.
There was something intrinsically sexual about Acheron.
Something compelling, seductive. Just being near him made her want to reach out and touch him. It was as if he were putting off some powerful pheromones and at the same time, she was scared of him.
He was like a lethal, beautiful animal in the wild that part of you wanted to cuddle while the other part of you knew he was just as likely to rip your arm off as he want to cuddle back.
He was magnetic and fierce and he made her want to run for the door
No one knows why he became what he did.
Then again, no one knows much about him. Period.
And he likes it that way.
Trying to get any personal information out if him is an impossible task.
No one even knows what his real hair color is.
Taken from: http://www.yearofacheron.com/home.html
Friday, July 11, 2008
Bad luck!!!!
Ok some happens yesterday and some today…Below is list of wat happened:
-When I was walking bec from my work to the bus stop, my sandal putus!!!!!
-And I was walking just like Juon in the street
-People stare at me as if I was cacat or something (well I dun blame them)
-Then when the bus came, there were no empty seats so I was standing..
-I reached my bag to get my money and the bus did the hard sudden brake and I was trembling hitting few people and almost fell
- And finally when I stood bec, I saw few Indian guyz in the bus (all cute) staring at me holding their laughter (how great is tat)
-And when I got to sit, an Indian guy sat beside me and start talking crap
-God he was so annoying
-Then when I finally reach my stop, and about to get down, the stupid bus start moving
-And I was wearing baju kurung so I guez u can imagine how I jumped out of the bus
-Ok this happen today, I wore my fav white blouse and guez wat I got some coffee stain on it early in the morning while I was drinking vanilla coffee
-Ok tat doesn’t stop there, my blouse got stuck to my chair and tear at the side
HMMMMMMMM…I simply have nooooo words to express my feeling…guez u can imagine me screaming my head off now!....
GREAT JUZ GREAT….
-When I was walking bec from my work to the bus stop, my sandal putus!!!!!
-And I was walking just like Juon in the street
-People stare at me as if I was cacat or something (well I dun blame them)
-Then when the bus came, there were no empty seats so I was standing..
-I reached my bag to get my money and the bus did the hard sudden brake and I was trembling hitting few people and almost fell
- And finally when I stood bec, I saw few Indian guyz in the bus (all cute) staring at me holding their laughter (how great is tat)
-And when I got to sit, an Indian guy sat beside me and start talking crap
-God he was so annoying
-Then when I finally reach my stop, and about to get down, the stupid bus start moving
-And I was wearing baju kurung so I guez u can imagine how I jumped out of the bus
-Ok this happen today, I wore my fav white blouse and guez wat I got some coffee stain on it early in the morning while I was drinking vanilla coffee
-Ok tat doesn’t stop there, my blouse got stuck to my chair and tear at the side
HMMMMMMMM…I simply have nooooo words to express my feeling…guez u can imagine me screaming my head off now!....
GREAT JUZ GREAT….
Thursday, July 10, 2008
TRAVELLING IN BUS SUCKZZ…
Man I hate traveling by bus..Just hate it to the max.
Not becoz its not luxuries or wat but the situation that happen in the bus..
Sometimes I get to sit and sometimes I don’t..Since im leaving quite far and dangling there while the ass hole bus driver drives as if there is no tomorrow, and best part of all I HATE WEARING HEELS (if its sexy) but it hurts like helll…
And the conductors has no respect for the passenger (well some are really nice person) specially the females..The just take the rights to touch with reason asking us to move behind…WAT THE HELL!!!..
Ok fine that another story…some idiots (males mostly, no offence to the guys out there) they just take the chance to lean on u or even worst touch ur butt!!!! Oh God!!!
Only God knows how I am screaming inside…Sometimes I juz snapped at the idiots…And they will give a cold stare..WELL HELL TO YOU TOO BRO!!!!...
Its my body and I hate it when people touch it without my permission..(well who does)..
Oh God I really wish there is ladies bus so we the ladies can go peacefully..well im not telling all guyz are like tat..there are nice man also..example..once I was standing and there this old man standing behind me and keep on touching his butt with mine even when the bus stooped…SHITLAH HE!!! And one nice young man saw that and definitely saw my face expression and push the guy away and stand behind me..as if creating a border between me and the old guy…and he said ‘Its ok now miss’..c how nice is tat person..and he didn’t even touch me at all..Thanks buddy…
Hope this stupid ride will change for better..seriously!!!!
Not becoz its not luxuries or wat but the situation that happen in the bus..
Sometimes I get to sit and sometimes I don’t..Since im leaving quite far and dangling there while the ass hole bus driver drives as if there is no tomorrow, and best part of all I HATE WEARING HEELS (if its sexy) but it hurts like helll…
And the conductors has no respect for the passenger (well some are really nice person) specially the females..The just take the rights to touch with reason asking us to move behind…WAT THE HELL!!!..
Ok fine that another story…some idiots (males mostly, no offence to the guys out there) they just take the chance to lean on u or even worst touch ur butt!!!! Oh God!!!
Only God knows how I am screaming inside…Sometimes I juz snapped at the idiots…And they will give a cold stare..WELL HELL TO YOU TOO BRO!!!!...
Its my body and I hate it when people touch it without my permission..(well who does)..
Oh God I really wish there is ladies bus so we the ladies can go peacefully..well im not telling all guyz are like tat..there are nice man also..example..once I was standing and there this old man standing behind me and keep on touching his butt with mine even when the bus stooped…SHITLAH HE!!! And one nice young man saw that and definitely saw my face expression and push the guy away and stand behind me..as if creating a border between me and the old guy…and he said ‘Its ok now miss’..c how nice is tat person..and he didn’t even touch me at all..Thanks buddy…
Hope this stupid ride will change for better..seriously!!!!
LOTS OF WHETHER…
Well day by day I have a lot in my mind..stuff that I wished I will have immediate answer..Examples:
1) Whether I will get a job that I like, comfortable with, good salary, gud boss and gudd collics…
2) Whether I will be able to finish my project on time and if at all managed to finish, whether I will pass the HELL judge room (the final presentation)…
3) Whether I will satisfy my parents in all way possible and at the same time im happy as well… (Which really hard to do)…
4) Whether I will buy my dream house by the age 30? A house that has all I ever dreamed of since I was a child…
5) Whether I will be able to give my sisters good life right from education and their marriage?..
6) Whether I will be happy just like the times when I was a child till the end of my life?
7) Whether I will ever find a companion of time that I can trust fully and depend on without having the fear that I will crash like broken mirror?
8) And finally WHETHER I WILL BE ALIVE TOMMORROW?!..
I really wonder all the WHETHER in my life that stroke my mind every second to have a perfect answer…
All I know the best answer for now is GOD ONLY KNOWS!
Hmmmmmmm….
1) Whether I will get a job that I like, comfortable with, good salary, gud boss and gudd collics…
2) Whether I will be able to finish my project on time and if at all managed to finish, whether I will pass the HELL judge room (the final presentation)…
3) Whether I will satisfy my parents in all way possible and at the same time im happy as well… (Which really hard to do)…
4) Whether I will buy my dream house by the age 30? A house that has all I ever dreamed of since I was a child…
5) Whether I will be able to give my sisters good life right from education and their marriage?..
6) Whether I will be happy just like the times when I was a child till the end of my life?
7) Whether I will ever find a companion of time that I can trust fully and depend on without having the fear that I will crash like broken mirror?
8) And finally WHETHER I WILL BE ALIVE TOMMORROW?!..
I really wonder all the WHETHER in my life that stroke my mind every second to have a perfect answer…
All I know the best answer for now is GOD ONLY KNOWS!
Hmmmmmmm….
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
The Dark Hunters
I've found a new world...completely new...
i really wished i was in this world..THE DARK-HUNTERS WORLD
all Sherilyn Kenyon invented world and stories..trust me people, these books really awesome
The daimons, Kyrian,Talon, Zareck and how can i forget my fav Acheron aka Ash...
After i lost the sweet Angel from my sight now have these books to bring me back to world of devils and darks...Love the books....Thanks to Degi for sharing the book..Thanks machaaa...
i really wished i was in this world..THE DARK-HUNTERS WORLD
all Sherilyn Kenyon invented world and stories..trust me people, these books really awesome
The daimons, Kyrian,Talon, Zareck and how can i forget my fav Acheron aka Ash...
After i lost the sweet Angel from my sight now have these books to bring me back to world of devils and darks...Love the books....Thanks to Degi for sharing the book..Thanks machaaa...
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Its all Bout A Job
Oh God the fact that im goin to work, earn money and stuffs is really making me so nervous.. I used to tink that it will be fine when it comes to job but my God im so damn scared now..I thought it was easy but heck nooooooo!!!
So many requirements they want…do u know tat, have ever heard bout this, wat lates buzz and finally when I thought to myself that im so doomed..they will politely say that ‘I will call you back’ oh Godddddddddddd…
Im willing to learn..yes I have done my degree but mostly focused on theory and practically im not that good….
All I want is a good job, a comfortable environment, an understanding boss and of course a friendly environment..well obviously I cant get all like a package but seriously I really want the package…hmmmmmm God plzz be with me to get a gud job so I can take over my dad’s place..My parents have work all their life and now they need rest..time for me to earn and keep them safe..
God bless my education and my job searching…
By God’s Gift-Life
So many requirements they want…do u know tat, have ever heard bout this, wat lates buzz and finally when I thought to myself that im so doomed..they will politely say that ‘I will call you back’ oh Godddddddddddd…
Im willing to learn..yes I have done my degree but mostly focused on theory and practically im not that good….
All I want is a good job, a comfortable environment, an understanding boss and of course a friendly environment..well obviously I cant get all like a package but seriously I really want the package…hmmmmmm God plzz be with me to get a gud job so I can take over my dad’s place..My parents have work all their life and now they need rest..time for me to earn and keep them safe..
God bless my education and my job searching…
By God’s Gift-Life
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