Life and Me
I like living. I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow, but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.
~ AGATHA CHRISTIE ~

A Black Gurl's Diary

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

OMG!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!

I CANT BELIEVE THIS......sometimes people can be so much irritating than u can expect....i mean wat the hell is wrong !!!!!

YOU - REFERS TO A PERSON WHO REALLY LIK
E PAIN IN MY ASS!( not u guyz k)

do i look like a tong sampah where you can come and throw all your sstupid emotional stuff...i mean i get when you say once but damnnnn dont repeat it again again and again and again..thats not telling but nagging me dude!!!!
Oh God!!!!!
And its like when ur in stress everything or everybody around you should be in same damn state..which is ridicilous......arggg
gggggggggggggggg!!!!!!

im so pissed now i feel like im going to get sick...really sick....its like i really want to run somewhere far away....where there will be no bloodsuckers like this.....argggggggggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!





Friday, March 27, 2009

TIREDDDDDDD

I am so tired...oh by the way..i got job redy as a teacher in Kuala Lumpur...A comp teacher
and my week is like hell....lots of work to do..its like they just chuck it on you and you give a smile saying that 'i want it urgently'....Oh My GOd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i have never been this tired in my life....its way to extreme for me.....
i really wish if they could you know try to understand how im feeling here...and when you do a small mistake its like an issue of the year....they just making it a bigg fuss....i hate it....so i have to like careful in every single thing im doing and that one itself making me so damn tired.....No that! No this!...what the hell is happening lah....aiyooooooooooo.....but i think i will just do my stuff and mind my own business...

And there were this odd case where this one person seek help from me which i dun mind if its related to my work but i have totally nothing to do with it....and i hate it.....im not going to do it..nevaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......

Only God can help me right now....and im so exhausted, i cant type anymore...so cya some other time...

Oh forgot, AR Rahman is in Akon's videoclip, hmmm dono what song but u can find it in the youtube...

Ok adios

Monday, March 23, 2009

I HATE IT

IM HATING!!!!!!

its the first day of school after a week long holiday..and i feel damn akward..its like im so lost and so argghhhhh lost....i could not focus on things..people around people are like pain in the ass....i hate it...its like when you smile they dun...and when you say hello they buat bodoh...AIYOOOOOOOOOO...im hating and still hating it.....